Sunday, March 2, 2008

I WAS ALL ALONE, YOU WERE ALL I HAD-

I dont understand, why people always jump too such drastic assumptions. The things that wont matter in five minutes, are the things we get most flustered about. The people who will ALWAYS be around are the ones you treat the worst, for no reason. Except for the simple fact that they will always be around, you just feel the need too test them. Giving into the stupidest little fights, might make someones day. I'm learning too stop being so stubborn, and too stop testing the people i truely love. I make mistakes, and so do you.. i understand now. I see how sad it is too loose friendships with others as well, you won't loose the ones your closest with, you will just hurt them, and there is NO need for that. I'm sorry too every friend, i have ever upset, by just being cruel. I'm so sorry.
I do sometimes wonder where i would be today, if i hadn't lost all of my old friendships, and sometimes when i feel so alone, all i want is those friendships back.
I dont regret them though, i dont mind where i am today at all. My friends that are here, now, and always have been, are something i wouldnt give up for the entire world, and then some.
Jaymie, Sarah, and Chelsea..
you mean everything too me, and i love you so much.

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