Sunday, February 17, 2008

DONT BLINK, DONT CLOSE YOUR EYES-

10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
yes. but, im not sure if it would be worth it.

Why can't we just always be happy, or content with the things that happen too us? Im aware, that our decisions each and every day, make our lifes what they are. And ''everything happens for a reason,'' i do want too understand that quote. And i would love too know who thought of that also, was that just a phrase too keep people going, and make theirselves believe that every situation isnt as bad as they think it is. I know, that everytime i'm in a bad mood lately, i just like too think that someone has it way worse than i do. And the small, gay, stupid, things that are ruining my day, are generally nothing too even worry about. I try not too get as flustered about the little things lately, and just let them blow over, because tomorrow, or in ten minutes they wont matter anyways. Its not worth fighting with your very best friends over dumb things, because you might end up saying something that you will regret, and that will actually hurt their feelings, ive done it enough times too know. I never intentionally mean too hurt others feelings, but sometimes i truely believe that i just dont care, and thats not fair, too anyone. I dont want too be around people that dont care enough about me, but i always just expect people too want too be around me if they ask me too hang out, im done hurting others feelings, intentionally. Everyone makes mistakes.
I'm done trying too incredibally much also. If people dont want too be-friend me, there is no need for me too try so hard. i want all my relationships too go in two directions. I want too be needed as much as the next person.
I will try, but i wont try so hard, that i just feel used, and that i wasted my time in the end.

LIVE YOUR LIFE, dont waste these years. because you'll miss them so much,
so soon.

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